Eddie Vedder

Every time a stadium sings along to the chorus of "Alive", it is celebrating a line its author wrote as a curse. Eddie Vedder grew up in San Diego County called Edward Mueller and believing that his father was his mother's husband. Nobody told him that the lounge musician he had been introduced to as a child as a friend of the family was his biological father, and by the time he found out, that man was already dead. Out of that came the most sung-along song of nineties rock, and out of that came too, thirty-one years later, a line in the credits of one of his own records that almost nobody read.

Edward Mueller, and a friend of the family

He was born Edward Louis Severson III in Evanston, Illinois, the son of Karen Lee Vedder and of Edward Louis Severson Jr., born in Chicago on the eleventh of November 1941 and a lounge musician by trade. Severson filed for divorce on the twenty-ninth of April 1965, when the boy was four months old. Karen married Peter Mueller shortly afterwards, they had three children, and the family — which before leaving had taken in seven children at a foster home in Evanston — moved in the mid-seventies to San Diego County, where he graduated from San Dieguito High School in Encinitas under his stepfather's surname.

Severson Jr. died in January 1981 of multiple sclerosis. Vedder was sixteen and did not know who that man had been. At seventeen, according to Cameron Crowe's profile in Rolling Stone in 1993, his mother — in the middle of her own divorce from Mueller — told him that Mueller was not his father and that his real father was no longer alive. He then took Vedder, his mother's maiden name. No reunion was possible: the only memory he had left of his father was that of an acquaintance of the household. He left high school because of his working hours and got his school certificate at Oakton Community College while working as a waiter.

Four days in September 1990

Before 1988 he passed through three San Diego bands — Surf and Destroy, the Butts and Indian Style, the last of them with Brad Wilk on drums, the future drummer of Rage Against the Machine — and afterwards he was the singer of Bad Radio, a funk rock band founded in 1986 by Keith Wood on vocals, Dave George on guitar, Dave Silva on bass and Joey Ponchetti on drums. Vedder sang with them from 1988 until the eleventh of February 1990, and they were not a group without a future: they won a battle of the bands run by the radio station 91X and with the prize money paid for the demo What the Funk, sold a four-track demo in the Tower Records stores of San Diego for almost a year and filled the Bachannal in Clairemont Mesa. It was there that he premiered "Better Man" live, the song Pearl Jam would record five years later. In the meantime he worked as a security guard at the La Valencia hotel in La Jolla and, in 1990, the night shift at a Chevron station.

The tape that changed his life is known as Stone Gossard Demos '91, although it was recorded in August 1990, at Reciprocal Recording in Seattle, with Stone Gossard, Jeff Ament and Mike McCready, and with Matt Cameron and Chris Friel on drums; the engineer Chris Hanzsek labelled the cassettes "Stone and Co.". Of twelve instrumentals, five were left. Jack Irons passed a copy to Vedder at a basketball game in Los Angeles, and at the midnight between the twelfth and the thirteenth of September 1990 Vedder went in for his shift at Chevron and listened to it on a loop until eight in the morning. He went out surfing at Pacific Beach and came back with the lyrics finished: he recorded three songs on a four-track at his girlfriend's house, in Mission Beach, with the words on sticky notes; he made the sleeve on the photocopier at work, dated the package "9/13" and titled it Momma-Son. He put it in the post on Friday the fourteenth and Ament heard it on Tuesday the eighteenth. On the eighth of October 1990 he flew to Seattle for his first rehearsal.

Momma-Son was a trilogy with a plot: in "Alive" the son discovers that his father was not his father, in "Once" the character goes mad and kills, and in "Footsteps" he waits for his execution in the cell. The music was not his — "Alive" was called "Dollar Short" and Gossard wrote it; "Once" was "Agyptian Crave"; "Footsteps" was "Troubled Times", exactly the same music as "Times of Trouble" by Temple of the Dog, to which Chris Cornell put a different lyric. Vedder took care to make clear to Crowe that the second verse of "Alive", the mother's insinuation, is deliberate fiction: that never happened in real life. And the chorus, for him, was not an anthem. On VH1 Storytellers, in 2006, he explained it bluntly: what that chorus repeats was, for him, a curse. Audiences sang it back as a celebration and he ended up thanking them for it. They lifted the curse, he said: the audience changed its meaning.

Roskilde, and what he wrote that night

On the thirtieth of June 2000, at the Roskilde Festival, Denmark, Pearl Jam began playing at around half past ten at night. Some thirty minutes later, in the front area, a great many people fell to the ground at one and the same spot because of a series of surging movements in the crowd; it had rained hard and the ground was slippery. A gap several metres across opened up and those who had fallen died of compressive asphyxia: the investigation concluded that they probably died in under five minutes. There were nine dead, all young men — one German, one Dutchman, one Australian, three Swedes and three Danes, aged between seventeen and twenty-six — and twenty-six injured. The band asked the audience to move back and stopped the music on realising what was happening. In the small hours of that night, at the hotel in Copenhagen, Vedder wrote the statement with Gossard, McCready, Ament and Matt Cameron: their lives would never be the same again, it said, but that was nothing compared with the pain of the families and friends of those involved; it was so tragic there were no words. It was signed "Devastated, Pearl Jam".

The two remaining dates of the European tour were cancelled, a festival in Belgium and a show in Rotterdam. They played again on the third of August 2000 in Virginia Beach, and Vedder would say that playing, facing an audience and being together was what allowed them to begin to process it. A first report by the Danish police, published in December 2000, spoke of a chain of unfortunate circumstances and placed part of the responsibility on the band; a second investigation, published in the summer of 2002, concluded that there was no reason to presume that anything punishable had been done, and there were no charges against anybody. The festival widened safety zones and exits, placed staff inside the crowd, installed an emergency stop button and put up a memorial: a stone with the inscription "How fragile we are", surrounded by nine trees. Vedder seriously considered retiring and went looking for Pete Townshend, of The Who, who had already talked him out of quitting in 1993; the advice this time was that he should carry on because he could bear it. Out of that came "Love Boat Captain", on Riot Act, which counts the nine absences.

The Golden Globe nobody handed over

Into the Wild — Music for the Motion Picture came out on the eighteenth of September 2007 on J Records, produced by Adam Kasper and Vedder at Studio X in Seattle, and reached number eleven on the Billboard 200 with thirty-nine thousand copies in its first week. It is his best-known solo work and it is worth saying what exactly he wrote: his are "Setting Forth", "No Ceiling", "Far Behind", "Rise", "Long Nights", "Tuolumne", "The Wolf", "End of the Road" and "Guaranteed". The two that everybody cites as an example of his songwriting are not his. "Hard Sun" is by Gordon Peterson, the Canadian who recorded as Indio, and came from his only album, Big Harvest, from 1989; it was Sean Penn who played it to him. "Society" is by the San Francisco singer-songwriter Jerry Hannan, who recorded it with Vedder at Studio X in some twenty minutes, three takes, and they kept the third. Peterson, moreover, sued Vedder and Universal Music over the alteration of the lyric and for having included it without his approval: the claim against Vedder was dismissed and the one against Universal was settled with a confidential agreement.

On the thirteenth of January 2008 he won the Golden Globe for Best Original Song for "Guaranteed", and he went up on no stage at all: the sixty-fifth ceremony was cancelled because of the Writers Guild strike and the awards were announced at a press conference at the Beverly Hilton. Into the Wild was also nominated for Best Original Score, which went to Dario Marianelli for Atonement. At the Oscars of the twenty-fourth of February 2008 there was nothing: "Guaranteed" was not nominated and the soundtrack was declared ineligible by the committee of the Academy's Music branch for predominant use of songs, the same rule that that year left out Jonny Greenwood's score for There Will Be Blood. The Oscar for Best Song went to "Falling Slowly", by Glen Hansard and Markéta Irglová.

Over the years, Hansard became his closest collaborator: he opened his first solo tour, sang on Ukulele Songs — the thirty-first of May 2011, Monkeywrench Records, number four on the Billboard 200, number one in Portugal and a gold record in Canada, with more than half the repertoire made up of covers —, co-wrote with him the soundtrack of Flag Day in 2021 and "My Father's Daughter", the recording debut of Olivia Vedder at the age of seventeen, and was one of the Earthlings, Vedder's touring band. Hansard died on the twenty-ninth of July 2026, at the age of fifty-six, in a motorcycle accident in Dublin. At the funeral of the fourth of August, at St Patrick's Cathedral, Vedder sang "The Song of Good Hope" alongside Irglová; afterwards he went out to play in Grafton Street, where Hansard had started out as a busker.

Track thirteen

Earthling came out on the eleventh of February 2022 on Seattle Surf and Republic Records, with Andrew Watt producing — not Andrew Wyatt, as was published more than once — and it was number one on the Top Rock Albums chart and number twenty-nine on the Billboard 200. It is a record full of guests: Stevie Wonder on the harmonica of "Try", Elton John on the voice and piano of "Picture", Ringo Starr on the drums of "Mrs. Mills". His two daughters sing on it too: Harper on "Power of Right" and Olivia on "Try". And there is a line in the credits that nobody reads: "Edward Severson Jr. – vocals (13)". Track thirteen is "On My Way", the one that closes the record.

How it got there: a decade earlier, at some Chicago Cubs veterans' reunions, Vedder met a keyboard player who had been a close friend of his father's and who got a record to him with five songs of Severson Jr. singing. He carried it around in his suitcase for months before he dared to listen to it. When he finally did, he said it was good, that it was incredible, as if the man had left him a message. Thirty-one years after writing "Alive" surfing at Pacific Beach about the father he never knew, Eddie Vedder closed a record singing with him.

What to remember

Vedder's biography is not that of a singer with a recognisable voice who gave a decade its sound. It is that of a man who found out at seventeen who his father was when his father was already buried, wrote three songs about it in a single day and spent thirty years singing the first of them to stadiums that understood it the other way round. The rest is in his work and in his name: the Surfrider Foundation, the arm with "PRO-CHOICE" written on it in marker pen at the MTV Unplugged of 1992, the eighteen years of the West Memphis Three and the EB Research Partnership he founded with Jill Vedder to fund the cure for epidermolysis bullosa, the subject of the documentary Matter of Time that Netflix released on the ninth of February 2026.

He is still active. At sixty-one he headlined the Ohana Festival he founded himself, played with Pearl Jam on the twenty-seventh of September 2026 and sold out two nights at the Parque Ibirapuera in São Paulo for November. When the chorus of "Alive" sounds in a stadium and thirty thousand people sing it as a celebration, there is the bargain he talks about: a private curse turned into somebody else's anthem. And when Earthling ends, on the track nobody looks at in the credits, there is the other half of the story: his dead father singing on his son's record.

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Eddie Vedder, born Edward Louis Severson III on 23 December 1964 in Evanston, Illinois, has been the singer of Pearl Jam since 1990. Son of Karen Lee Vedder and of Edward Louis Severson Jr. (Chicago, 11 November 1941; lounge musician; died in January 1981 of multiple sclerosis). Severson Jr. filed for divorce on 29 April 1965; Karen married Peter Mueller and Vedder grew up as Edward Mueller in San Diego County, with three half-siblings, and graduated from San Dieguito High School in Encinitas. According to Cameron Crowe's profile "Five Against the World" (Rolling Stone no. 668, 28 October 1993), he learned at 17 that Mueller was not his father and that his biological father, whom he had met as a child introduced as a friend of the family, had already died; he then took his mother's maiden name. He sang in Surf and Destroy, the Butts and Indian Style (with Brad Wilk) and was the singer of Bad Radio between 1988 and 11 February 1990, a band founded in 1986 in San Diego by Keith Wood, Dave George, Dave Silva and Joey Ponchetti; with them he premiered "Better Man", recorded by Pearl Jam on "Vitalogy" (1994). He worked as a security guard at the La Valencia hotel in La Jolla and, in 1990, on the night shift at a Chevron station. The tape known as "Stone Gossard Demos '91" was recorded in August 1990 at Reciprocal Recording, Seattle, with Stone Gossard, Jeff Ament and Mike McCready, and with Matt Cameron and Chris Friel on drums; the engineer Chris Hanzsek labelled it "Stone and Co.". Jack Irons handed him the cassette on 12 or 13 September 1990 in Los Angeles; Vedder wrote and recorded the demo "Momma-Son" on 13 September 1990, posted it on Friday 14 and Ament heard it on Tuesday 18; his first rehearsal with the band was on 8 October 1990 in Seattle. "Momma-Son" brings together "Alive" (music by Stone Gossard, originally the instrumental "Dollar Short"), "Once" ("Agyptian Crave") and "Footsteps" ("Troubled Times"), whose music is the same as that of "Times of Trouble" by Temple of the Dog, with a lyric by Chris Cornell. "Footsteps" is not on "Ten" (27 August 1991, Epic, 13× platinum RIAA): it came out as the B-side of the "Jeremy" single in 1992. The single "Alive" (7 July 1991, Epic) reached no. 16 on Mainstream Rock, no. 18 on Modern Rock and no. 16 on the UK Singles Chart, with a BPI gold disc in July 2022 and 3× platinum in New Zealand. His first vocal on a record was "Hunger Strike", a duet with Chris Cornell, on "Temple of the Dog" (16 April 1991, A&M). On VH1 Storytellers (2006) he described the chorus of "Alive" as a curse whose meaning the audience changed for him, and he made clear to Crowe in 1993 that the song's second verse is fiction. On 30 June 2000, at the Roskilde Festival (Denmark), 9 spectators — all young men: a German of 26, a Dutchman of 23, an Australian of 24 who died days later in hospital, three Swedes of 22, 22 and 20 and three Danes of 22, 17 and 17 — died of compressive asphyxia and 26 were injured, some 30 minutes after the start of Pearl Jam's concert; the investigation estimated that they died in under 5 minutes. Vedder wrote the band's statement in the small hours of that night in Copenhagen, signed "Devastated, Pearl Jam". The remaining dates of the European tour were cancelled, including a festival in Belgium on 2 July and a show in Rotterdam on 3 July; the band played again on 3 August 2000 in Virginia Beach. A first Danish police report of December 2000 attributed the tragedy to a chain of unfortunate circumstances and held the band partly responsible, which the band publicly refuted; a second investigation published in the summer of 2002 concluded that there was no reason to presume that anything punishable had been done and no charges were brought. Roskilde reinforced crowd control, installed an emergency stop button and put up a memorial with the inscription "How fragile we are" surrounded by nine trees. Vedder considered retiring and turned to Pete Townshend; "Love Boat Captain", on "Riot Act" (2002), was written out of Roskilde. He married Beth Liebling in 1994 and divorced in September 2000; he married Jill McCormick on 18 September 2010; his daughters are Olivia (2004) and Harper (2008). "Into the Wild — Music for the Motion Picture" was released on 18 September 2007 (J Records / Vinyl Films), produced by Adam Kasper and Eddie Vedder at Studio X, Seattle: no. 11 on the Billboard 200 with 39,000 copies in the first week, 2× platinum in Italy, platinum in Denmark and gold in Canada, Switzerland, Germany, the Netherlands and the United Kingdom. "Hard Sun" (no. 13 Modern Rock, no. 4 Adult Alternative Airplay) is by Gordon Peterson, who recorded as Indio, and appeared on his album "Big Harvest" (1989); Sean Penn brought it to Vedder's attention and Corin Tucker sings on his version. "Society" is by Jerry Hannan. Peterson sued Vedder and Universal Music over the alteration of the lyric: the claim against Vedder was dismissed and the one against Universal was settled with a confidential agreement. "Guaranteed" won the Golden Globe for Best Original Song on 13 January 2008, at a 65th ceremony cancelled because of the Writers Guild strike and replaced by a press conference at the Beverly Hilton; the album was nominated for Best Original Score (won by Dario Marianelli for "Atonement"). At the 80th Academy Awards, on 24 February 2008, "Guaranteed" was not nominated and the soundtrack was declared ineligible for Best Original Score for predominant use of songs; the Oscar for Best Original Song went to "Falling Slowly", by Glen Hansard and Markéta Irglová. "Ukulele Songs" was released on 31 May 2011 (Monkeywrench Records, produced by Vedder and Adam Kasper): no. 4 on the Billboard 200, no. 1 in Portugal, gold in Canada, with Glen Hansard on "Sleepless Nights" and Cat Power on "Tonight You Belong to Me". The soundtrack of "Flag Day" (20 August 2021, Seattle Surf / Republic) was credited to Vedder, Hansard and Cat Power; its single "My Father's Daughter" is Olivia Vedder's debut. Glen Hansard died on 29 July 2026, at the age of 56, in a motorcycle accident in Dublin; more than 11,000 people attended his public wake on 3 August at the Irish Museum of Modern Art and Vedder sang "The Song of Good Hope" with Markéta Irglová at the funeral on 4 August at St Patrick's Cathedral, before playing in Grafton Street. "Earthling" was released on 11 February 2022 (Seattle Surf / Republic), 13 tracks, produced by Andrew Watt: no. 1 on Top Rock Albums and no. 29 on the Billboard 200, with Stevie Wonder on "Try", Elton John on "Picture", Ringo Starr on "Mrs. Mills" and his daughters Harper ("Power of Right") and Olivia ("Try"). Its credits include the line "Edward Severson Jr. – vocals (13)": track 13 is "On My Way". Vedder received the recordings of his father from a keyboard player who was a friend of his, whom he met at Chicago Cubs veterans' reunions. In activism: a member of the Surfrider Foundation; he published "Reclamation" in Spin magazine in 1992 and wrote "PRO-CHOICE" on his arm during that year's MTV Unplugged; he co-wrote "Army Reserve" (2006) with Damien Echols and was present at the Craighead County Courthouse, Arkansas, on 19 August 2011, when Echols, Jessie Misskelley and Jason Baldwin were released after 18 years; he appears in the documentary "West of Memphis" (2012). With Jill Vedder he co-founded the EB Research Partnership, which according to the organisation itself was founded in 2010 and has raised more than 80 million dollars in its first decade; the Venture Into Cures campaign of November 2020 raised more than 1.8 million dollars. The documentary "Matter of Time", directed by Matt Finlin, premiered at the Tribeca Festival on 12 June 2025 and on Netflix on 9 February 2026. In 2026 Vedder headlined the tenth edition of the Ohana Festival at Doheny State Beach on 25 September and played with Pearl Jam on 27 September, the group's first full concert of the year, with Abe Laboriel Jr. guesting on drums; he has two sold-out dates at the Best of Blues and Rock festival at Parque Ibirapuera in São Paulo, on 20 and 22 November 2026. Profile compiled for Rebobinados with fact-checking; interpretations of the meaning of the work are offered as the author's reading. No song lyrics are reproduced, for copyright reasons. Information drawn from Wikipedia, Rolling Stone (including Cameron Crowe's profile no. 668 from 1993), the chronicle "Momma-Son and the Making of Pearl Jam" from Revolution Come and Go, VH1 Storytellers, Five Horizons, San Diego Reader, Loudwire, Louder Sound, Ultimate Classic Rock, Euronews, Billboard, Consequence, Variety, CBS News, CNN, PR Newswire, Buffalo News, IMDb and the EB Research Partnership website.